Everyone is crabby today. Everyone disagrees with me or tells me too shut the hell up. I've been told that too many times today. My co-worker managed a half apology at her annoyiness. I'm not mad at her, I just disagree with her. She keeps trying to win me over too. To me it's part time and I will be responsible. But again it's not my life!

Also feeling stupid becuase I know a lot but I know nothing useful. I'm not a fricking typical Virgo becuase I'm not practical or methodical. And I'm not good in finances, I can hardly do math in my head. Maybe I'm seem cold but that's becuase my emotions are often strong. I don't express them because of trust issues and it is ackward when I express them they aren't "normal."

Almighty OL my bunny is estreemly cute. He is doing the puffball thing today, where his eyes and feet disappear into his fur.

Looking up stuff online. I looked at a lot of cars in my price range and looked at Ford Focus and thought that was so cool, becuase it's got a lot of power and good handling for such a small and practical car. My Malibu's ignition cylinder needs repairing though. I couldn't start it again today becuase it activated the theft system which can't be reset.

Looking up vegetarian recipes too. I want to be one again but no one supported me last time and people get offended be it for some reason. I just think that the meat industry is unbearably cruel and that there is nothing in meat you can't get in other foods. There a hardly any vitamins in it. And you can find protein in foods like leafy greens and nuts that have healthy fats not heart stopping cholestorol. I can give up smelly eggs too. I wouldn't eat my dog so why eat a chicken. There's a lot of religions that support vegetarianism. And I would rather be vegan becuase the treatment of the chickens and cows is appaling.

I know people think that I this won't last long and it'll be just like the last time. I'm sure most people will think it's a phase and that I'll give it up. I don't care though. I don't have issues with my body any more like I did in high school. I'm doing it for ethical reasons like back then but it was hard planning my diet (not weight loss but actual eatting plan) when I was so young. I couldn't cook and we didn't have to much in our vegetable trays. Besides I had enough issues with kids at my table commenting on my food that weren't name brands or my health drinks that they called laxatives.

I can't wait for school next semester either. I'm finally getting into my program. I loved my western art class then. I think I'll love it even more learning more in depth about it. My schedule is had to work out. I won't get home til 10:30 some nights and probably won't get to sleep until midnight. I can sleep in at least. It's just night driving on the freeway or that dreaded stop and go tarffic road. O well I'm an adult and I can sleep in some days. There's only 3 seats left in one of my classes. So I'm registering at midnight when it opens.

Blah Blah Blah. My life is so exciting...